Ohm…

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Harloz people!

Today I woke up at 11.30 am, groaned outta bed and started my day. Parents and sister went for a Malay wedding (i asked for an egg!) and I spent the day with a friend at Fitness First, the new branch at Asia Jaya. At first I felt very lost and out of place, but then Celine really took the trouble to make me feel at home by bringing me around, making me try practically everything and later on just let me have loads of fun. So by the time we were in Yoga class, I felt totally at ease with my surroundings, and Man, I love Fitness First!

I was just as sampat (3-8) as I thought and knew I would be, but still..

I wish I had the money to join, I later found out that a bring-a-guest coupon is worth RM45, so Im sooo grateful to Celine. Thanks so much for making my day soooo fun!

Later we went to Snooker Arena to play pool, I lost one game and won another, so all’s good. How was your day? The only upset to my day was I didnt get to share it all with my baby. I love you baby!

Another downside to the day, I completed my assignments a day early, and then I found out it was a wrong assignment. Sigh..

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Something smells fishy!

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This fish has been missing for awhile of my site..I cant place it back where I want it to be..*sob* Baby help me..

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In college on a Saturday :(

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Right about now Im am seated in the cold computer lab in my college. Its blady Saturday, and damn Im in college. I mean..wouldnt you be cursing to if you had class from 8-5 on Saturdays? DaMMit!

I dont wanna go for the next two classes, theyre both lectures and attendance is not taken, but I cant reach my baby!! Thus, I have no one to hang out with anyway..so cannot skip the class lor..Sigh…

I surely hope your Saturday is better than mine.

*wonder why the guy next to me is staring at me weird? Hah! Typing about him worked,he immediately looked away! I was supposedly typing at an impossible speed, huh?*

I think I will not need to join a co-curriculum for the extra credit hours this semester (in TAR you must be in a sport, aih..) because a good friend of mine is trying to get me an automatic post in the Mass Comm Society..but darn it, i have to attend meetings!

Italics!

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hello HELLO hehe i noe HTML for Italics edi! Thanks Andy! Muakz!

                    

Btw this is just for fun for those of you who dont know how i look like!

I cannot be in a good mood.

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If you’re a close friend and have previously read the entry I did on the 13th of April ( the one expressing my gratitude to my frens ), she finally did send me the hate mail. Well, I noe she reads my blog sometimes, and heck, I noe she blocked me off her MSN Messenger too, but really, I sed what I meant in my replies ( five to one email, yo )

Whatever you choose to do is like, now, all up to you. I aint gonna ‘rule’ your life, nor am I allowing you to ‘live’ in my shadow no more, and definately aint gonna be your ‘leader’ either. You’re on your own now my friend, Im happy you’re happy.

There are friends who make and friends who break you.

To her : Be careful, okay? If you’ve heard the stuff about me bitchin’ about ya..beware..because bitchin’ requires a listener and retorter. Trust me, girl..conversations work both ways.

As for me, Ive lived my life on the edge, trusting and falling so easily, Im beginning to hurt from all the scars and bruises. Now Im gonna take it easy, take my time, evaluate and treasure who I have left in my life. And Im being wary.

Good Luck in finding security. But remember the days once upon a time.

Currently Watching Now and Then By Christina Ricci, Demi Moore see related

Trash Talk

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Im sick of these trash talkers in my baby’s flooble chatterbox. I mean, do we look as though we care you dont like Schumi? Hey I’m no big fan of his either, but you must definately keep your POV to yourself, dude.

On the other hand,we both LOVE ‘anonymous’ alot. Though I have a feeling its Alvo DeSalvo, I’m open for suggestions or hints.

Ahh..Marigold Peel Fresh in one hand, talking to old friends too. What more can a girl want?

A shoutout goes to my old friend Han Jin - whom I first met on the 8th of March 1997. Cheerioes bro!

And to Malaysian Idol hopefuls, Quah Ling Yn, Brian Kiat and John Paul Lam, all the best to all three, remember me when you’re on top,eh!

I admire your talent, and your drive, your ambition and above all, your courage and guts. Heck, I hadnt even the guts to face my mum with the info I gave her. And I still havent the guts to spill what I feel inside about certain things in life. In my life, for me the most important possession were my friends. They made me who I am with them, which is myself of course. But to find out after sooo many years that who you once thought you were close friends with were only putting up a play, heck, after these years its enough to really break you. Thank you to those today who still love and believe in me. I love you all.

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Sorrrrryy! *kiss*

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Here is a public apology announcement:-

I hereby seek the forgiveness of my lovely, kind and charming hubby, for being such a pain in the derriere (did I spell that right? Oh well, ‘the rear’ then,same pronunciation!) this few days. Oh..make that the whole week.

I’m really sorry honey..call it PMS induced stress if you want, but dun stop being the absolute sweetheart you areee….=) I LOVE YOU!

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At least some response.

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Okay, here it is. The letter didnt work with my mum, but it did work SOMEHOW. My dad signed the piece of authorisation letter allowing me to embark on not ONLY a road trip to Penang WITH my baby, but also to go STAY  the night there (with 6 others though) AND attend the Green Awards workshop with him too! Now hows that sound?

Aww..im in heaven..yet my mum hasnt had final say, and the trip is still weeks away, so..*gulp!*

Sorry for the usage of CAPS, i dunnoe html for Italics. Someone tell me?

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Aftermath

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So..I typed up the letter, left in on the whiteboard for my parents, and guess what?

I returned home to icy cold stares and door slammings. Mum is not talking to me.

Didnt have any dinner last night, just went into my room at eight pm and stayed there till this morning. I was even early to college!

I hate this.

JFI.

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Ow. Only after I read someone’s Assuntarian Survey taken from me, I now know what the person feels about me. Right on.

Jo. You meant me didnt you. All through high school you were my closest friend, the one I’d remember forever. Little did I know this is the real way you feel about me. “Thank you very much,” I may now say, but heck, you noe i dun mean thank you. Of all ppl I expected this from, the last was from you.

What made high school most memorable and such an enlightening experience for me were my friends. Not just everyone, no. Just my gang. I loved me, my school and my memories because of my FRIENDS.

Yet today sad to say, Ive found out, I have no friends.

How utterly and horribly sad. FUCK it.