I cannot be in a good mood.

[imported from www.xanga.com/avrilchan] 

If you’re a close friend and have previously read the entry I did on the 13th of April ( the one expressing my gratitude to my frens ), she finally did send me the hate mail. Well, I noe she reads my blog sometimes, and heck, I noe she blocked me off her MSN Messenger too, but really, I sed what I meant in my replies ( five to one email, yo )

Whatever you choose to do is like, now, all up to you. I aint gonna ‘rule’ your life, nor am I allowing you to ‘live’ in my shadow no more, and definately aint gonna be your ‘leader’ either. You’re on your own now my friend, Im happy you’re happy.

There are friends who make and friends who break you.

To her : Be careful, okay? If you’ve heard the stuff about me bitchin’ about ya..beware..because bitchin’ requires a listener and retorter. Trust me, girl..conversations work both ways.

As for me, Ive lived my life on the edge, trusting and falling so easily, Im beginning to hurt from all the scars and bruises. Now Im gonna take it easy, take my time, evaluate and treasure who I have left in my life. And Im being wary.

Good Luck in finding security. But remember the days once upon a time.

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